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Jul. 11th, 2013 05:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
There are only so many hours you can stare at a steering wheel and hope it'll tell you something. Drinking might lengthen the duration, but the fact remains.
What started as a pretense to not see Asuka until he was sure he was fine (and a shaky one at that) was fast becoming a long slog of a time-waster. Not that lack of productivity usually bothered him, but this was less that, more denial.
There was more fear.
Not a novel concept for his job, but definitely in the sense that he wasn't used to feeling it. Understanding it, perhaps distracting from it or mocking it, but not feeling it.
Youji sighed and hit Mamoru on his speed dial. Too much longer and Asuka would call him; better she get a busy signal.
What started as a pretense to not see Asuka until he was sure he was fine (and a shaky one at that) was fast becoming a long slog of a time-waster. Not that lack of productivity usually bothered him, but this was less that, more denial.
There was more fear.
Not a novel concept for his job, but definitely in the sense that he wasn't used to feeling it. Understanding it, perhaps distracting from it or mocking it, but not feeling it.
Youji sighed and hit Mamoru on his speed dial. Too much longer and Asuka would call him; better she get a busy signal.